I remember my first sessions as a newly qualified past life and regression therapist with clients that needed spirit attachment release.  I was nervous. How would the client react when I detect an attached spirit to them and was I really able to release them? I had done many of those “spirit release sessions” with case studies, but these were informed friends and colleagues, so there was not this element of fear around how the client reacts and how I communicate what I detect and “release”.

At the beginning of my practice, I only used one technique for spirit release, which involves the attached spirit speaking through the client. First, I would detect where in the energy field of the client the attached spirit was, then move the energy of that attachment to the throat of the client so it could speak with me through the client. And every time I did that, something peculiar would happen – just before the energy would fully enter the clients’ vocal cords and speak through them, I would clearly feel the energy and I could have described it in detail – young, old, male, female plus the emotions they were holding on to. The attachment would then speak through the client, answering my questions that were mainly around – what is your name, your age, your sex, what happened when you died. And every single time, the spirit speaking, confirmed the feeling I have had beforehand. Now I could not have influenced the spirit speaking, as it was the client speaking not me, so I started to get more interested in spirit attachments, thinking I must have a special connection with them. I took a course with Andy Tomlinson for Advanced Energy Release. Soon after, releasing energies from clients became quite natural and I almost forgot, that I could feel and could describe the energy the moment I intentionally started to connect with them and that this might be some sort of channeling.

Then, our cat died. Why is this important? Well. Because she told me, three times, the morning before she died. Now, I am not an “animal communicator”. I always felt how any animal in front of me feels and I had a very vivid imagination and communication with the animals I grew up with. But it stopped as I was growing older and I never took any courses in animal communication. In fact, I always hired animal communicators, when needed because one of our cats wasn’t well or lost.

So, when our cat told me that morning that she was going to die, I did not understand this yet as a communication. First, she told me with her feelings – I was petting her on her head in the morning and she looked at me and I could feel a mix of fear, determination and worry. I was looking at her and wondering why I was feeling such strong, not very positive emotions from her and thought I was making it up and sure she was fine.
Next, I suddenly had a phrase in my head, the exact phrase I was going to tell my partner a few hours later after she died. I didn’t believe the phrase at the time.
Then she showed me an image. The exact image, how I later found her dead on the road, hit by a car. She died in the exact position she showed me. Again, I did not believe it. In fact, I thought, if she died on the road, the neighbours would come tell me and I could not have any disturbance as I was heading into a session with a client. So, I locked our main door with a key, but left the catflap open, as, like I said before, I did not believe she was going to die that day.
After my session and lunch, I had to leave the house for 40 minutes or so, to go the post office. Up until now, our cat had been around me – during the session, during cooking, during lunch.
As I was driving down the mountain, I felt a knot in my stomach, a knot I hadn’t felt for years and I was wondering what was wrong – plus the urge to turn around. Of course, I didn’t and ignored all signs once more. I went to the post office, I forgot about the knot in the stomach and I drove back up the mountain.

When I came back home, she was dead on the road. Hit by a car.

And that is not the end of the story. The next day, around 11.20am, I again had a phrase that came from nowhere and felt like the cat was talking to me – the phrase was, that she left now, because the energy around Easter was connected with Jesus Christ (I am NOT religious and have no “connection” or communication with Jesus Christ ever, so this was VERY weird to me) and that there was like a portal that was opening now for souls to leave that are ready. I kept that to myself and almost forgot about it until in the evening during dinner. My partner told me, that it felt to him today as if Clara (our cat) wanted to leave, because the energy of Jesus was accessible at the moment and that she was leaving because it was a perfect timing and it felt like she told him that. I almost dropped my fork and asked him – what time did you feel you heard that from her? Just before lunch time he said, must have been around 11.30am…

Of course, our cat’s death deeply touched us and we had to go through intense grief. She was not just a cat; she was like a daughter to us. She taught us so many things during her lifetime and at time of her death, she gave us her final and biggest teachings. The way she died, has had a deep impact on us and the community we live in. And for me, I started to believe, that I do receive information. And that I am not making this all up. I was finally ready, to explore channeling.

My first thought connected with channeling was “Janet”. Janet Treloar was one of my trainers at the Past Life Regression Academy and she is known for her channeling abilities and her workshops she was giving around that subject. Yet, Janet is not teaching anymore. She is an out-of-body channel for a higher vibrational energy called Zac and you can find her fascinating and enlightening channelings on her patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/Zacsportal

Since Janet was no longer available as a resource to safely learn how to channel and find out, if I can channel at all or if that what I was experiencing was something different, I searched further in my memory of people I knew that had these abilities. And this is, where Alicia *(name changed) comes in the picture.

Alicia was a trainee trainer during my past life and regression therapy diploma course. I knew, that Alicia had taken various courses with Janet before on different subjects. From the very beginning I could feel Alicia as a very sweet, loving and VERY capable therapist and human being. I could tell and witness and feel, that she had sensibilities and intuition that I found to be rather rare and I resonated with a lot. I had stayed in contact with Alicia through various topics since the end of my training, so I sent her a message, asking, if we could have a chat about channeling. At the same time, I got a strong intuition showing me Alicia and me, working on some kind of workshop together and it seemed, like channeling was part of it. I thought, probably, I will be her tech assistant – so let’s see if she is interested, because I really want to learn from Alicia!

Alicia agreed to facilitate a private session with me, teach me how to create, access and stay in my safe place and suggested, to channel from a set of cards a very high frequency being, that would be chosen by “the universe”. We could have also channeled our Higher Self’s or a Spirit Guide, but I loved the idea of a higher frequency being that the cards would show us.

Our session was online, as Alicia is living in the UK and I am living in Switzerland. Technology is amazing these days and there seems to be no barrier for energy anyway.
We started the session with a short guided meditation. Alicia led me to embody properly in the here and now, anchor with the earth and then deeply relax. From there, we went on to create a safe place. Mine was under water with beautiful turquoise colors and funny little fish swimming around me. I explored and expanded my safe place and then we went on to create a dome around it, that would completely protect it and only allow in, what we invite in with intention. In our case, it would be the higher frequency being from the card set.

As this was my very first session, we did a little break and Alicia asked me how it was in my safe place. And I had to admit, I had a little issue – I could see and feel my safe place but wasn’t fully able to be and sit in it – in fact, when we were creating the dome, I was back in my body and did it for my body and for my safe place, and when we release any energies not belonging to me, I did it with both “energies” so to speak – myself and the part of myself in the safe place. That was not exactly how it works for Alicia – and at this point I have to mention, that “channeling” is not the same for everyone. Alicia explained to me then, that she goes into her safe place and stays in there and invites the energy to her safe space. But she knows, that Janet goes to her safe place and stays there, and the energy is moving into her body that is staying in the room. I still don’t quite understand exactly the difference, how could I, I only have my own experience to compare upon…

We agreed, that as long as energy protection is around my body and around my energy in the safe place, all was good. We shuffled the cards for the higher frequency being and out came… Moses.

Moses.

I was laughing to myself. Another one from the Bible. Really, I don’t have any connection or admiration to the bible. But. Ascendant master is ascendant master and I do believe, the energy of these masters has nothing to do with what we read in the Bible today anyways, so… let’s see how Moses will present himself.

Alicia was guiding me again. Back to my body, protection, safe place. I loved my safe place. And then we invited Moses. I could feel and see his energy VERY quickly. But I had another issue and I had to say it to Alicia – I had him at my safe place and I had him right in front of me, right in front of my physical body. So, what to do now, where do I invite him in? We had a quick talk and it clicked to me, when Alicia said something in the lines of – as long as your energy is in the safe place, he can come in through your body. So I started to invite him in, by intention, letting him into my body. I could feel this HUGE something that was gently taking over my body and then it felt as if he was like an inch behind my body, like inside but more like behind it – it is hard to explain – and around my body as well – he was way too big for my body. But the essence was around my chest, heart and throat area. Alicia made sure it was only the highest frequency of ascendant master Moses and asked to confirm. I could feel and visually see a really big man laugh and then a rather calm and a bit deeper voice saying a YES through me. With Alicia’s next question, my conscious mind came rushing back, as the answer to her question were words that were forming themselves within me, without me knowing what the phrase of these words would be. That made no sense to me and I was scared to start speaking words, not knowing if they would form a phrase or not! So, I brought myself back, excusing myself probably about a hundred times and laughing and thinking, I can’t do that. Alicia’s assurance and guidance helped me to understand what was happening and to trust and try again. Listening to Alicia, I felt very safe again, I felt very safe throughout the whole process with Alicia anyway, but her explanations now, made sense to me on a deeper level. I said to myself, that I can safely go to the safe place and STAY there as when I will come back, my body will still be here, ready for me to move back in again.

So this time, I stayed in my safe place. My conscious mind tried to rush back in a few times, but I told her, to go back to the safe place by showing her the colors of the water and the fish, and it worked.

In the meantime, Moses was speaking through me and I did not know if any of the words would form a phrase and if any of the phrases would answer Alicia’s questions or make any sense at all.

After something that felt like an eternity but was not longer than 15 minutes, Alicia said goodbye to Moses and asked me to come back into my body. All through the session, a part of me was watching and observing, still in the safe place – but I was for example very aware of my body slightly tilting backwards and to the right. It was a position I could not control or change and it felt weird. I was also listening to the words – but as I was speaking them at the same time, I could not understand what was said at all. It is as if that part of my brain is yet to be developed – to speak and listen at the same time. Or maybe, it can not be developed at all and I will remember later on, what was said through me.

So, right after the session, I had zero recollection of what had been said through me. I still remembered the feeling of Moses but what Alicia had asked and what he said, wasn’t present at first. We did not press record during this first trial session so I asked Alicia, to quickly press record now and summarize to me, what Moses had shared with us. As Alicia was speaking, my memory kicked in slowly and I started to remember a few words and images that he had shown me during the channeling. But the total of what Alicia summarized, blew me away.

I am so happy to share his words with you now:

After me realizing I could channel and that I had just channeled Moses and a little happy dance, I was in front of my next challenge – to hold space for Alicia to channel the higher frequency being she had chosen for herself. It was Paravati, a Hindu goddess of power, nourishment, harmony, devotion, and motherhood.

To be on the other side, was just as impressive as channeling myself. Like with the spirit attachments, the moment Paravati entered Alicia’s energy, I could feel her. She was immense. Loving. I had an image of the most beautiful woman one can imagine. Very sure, secure and clear in her guidance. All encompassing. And here I was, what felt like a very very VERY little Sonia, asking this goddess questions. I disappeared in this moment. Nothing of me was important, my personality, who I was, my ego – none of it was there. I had my eyes closed as I asked the questions, just completely feeling the energy of Paravati and listening very focused to her answers so I could ask following up questions that would be of meaning to Alicia.

From my first experience, these masters came to give us a message that is very personal but also for the whole world. At least that is what we got in these two channelings – guidance for us personally and guidance that would explain us the bigger picture. Of course, as we were asking questions, we were directing – we asked at the beginning for example, if there was a reason why Paravati/Moses appeared to Alicia/myself today and then explored further what message they had for us. Both masters were talking about the state of the world now, the big shift that has happened and the transformation we are in now. Both had only words of encouragement and support. We are not alone. They are here with us.

And this is my very first very safe channeling experience. I can still hardly believe it and of course, there is this very human ego part that is still dancing around saying “I channeled Moses, I channeled Moses” and there is me sitting in the chair outside writing these words, smiling at the part in me that is so happy. It is allowed to be happy. It is totally ok to be happy to have channeled Moses. I mean. Moses.
I feel a deep sense of peace calmness. Something in me that had been ready maybe for a long time, has finally emerged to my conscious awareness and is becoming part of my life…

In great thankfulness to all the guides around us, to the spirit world that is constantly working with us, supporting us and loving us so deeply through everything that is happening, I am signing off for today. More to follow surely, as this journey has just begun.